((((AmIAlone))))
Welcome to PC and I hope you find a safe place here. The people are wonderful and caring. We are listening and support you. I hear what you are saying and I want you to know you are not alone. I am sorry you are feeling this way but I am glad you took the step to reach out. I know that can be scary in and of itself. It took me a long time to feel safe enough to post. Take your time and know that you are safe here.
I do hope too that you will go see a doctor. They can help and give you something to help you also. Have you ever thought about seeing a therapist? I know that is scary and hard but sometimes having someone to talk to out there can really help. Taking that step is huge but after taking that step myself--it has been one of the greatest things I ever did for myself. But do that when you are ready.
Until then, we are here to listen and walk with you through your feelings. I hope you will continue to post and reachout. There are so many caring people here that just want to be there for you and listen. Know you are not alone. We do hear you. We do care.
dps