((((Frankz))))
Sorry you are feeling so alone. Sometimes losing someone has nothing to do with you. She is probably not really realizing what she is doing to you. I had a best friend in High School. We drifted apart for years and now we are communicating again. We never even knew why we drifted apart but after years of not talking, we were sorry it happened. It took reaching out after losing one another but we do talk now.
I know it can be really hard and the aloneness you feel is real. I am sorry you are feeling this way. But I hope you will find lots of friends and support here. I thank you for sharing and for reaching out. I am sorry you are feeling so alone and I can understand hating those feelings. Know that we care and are here to listen and support you in anyway we can.
There are many times I still feel alone and coming here helps with the support and friends I have made. It seems someone always understands what I am feeling and that makes it not feel so alone. I hope you will continue to post and share. Know we are listening and do care.
dps