(((((justfloating)))))

I can relate and I know it is hard. I had to end up leaving and changing my phone number so that family could not contact me. Sometimes we have to take care of ourselves as no one else is going to do it. I agree that family does not take any responsibility for how we feel. There is fault throwing and blaming on you that does not belong there.

I am sorry that you are going through this. It is not all you. I hear you say that you cannot leave there for a few more months. I hope you will take care of yourself. Take one day--one moment at a time. Remember to breath. And do something kind for you. Do some things that you like to do and maybe that will help you.

It is true that we cannot make anyone listen to us--and so many times it ends up in fighting and blame throwing. That is hard and does not help you in any way. Whether to say anything or not is really up to you. If you feel it will not do any good or will only make you feel worse then maybe it would be best to not put yourself through that right now.

Just remember there is nothing wrong with you. You are and have the right to feel the way you do. Just take care of yourself and breath. We cannot change others but we can control what we do and say. Do something kind for yourself and know we are listening and care here.

dps