I have the experience of "leaving" in therapy.

Sometimes I just totally "leave", other times I can kind of see what is going on in the room, but like you said, my mind is SO slow. I remember the first time it happened, T asking me "do you feel like you are in this room right now?" and me thinking "NO".

(((((((((((((((Amazonmom)))))))))))))))) Sounds like you are getting into some important and deep stuff.