(((Elysium)))
I'm so sorry that your Mom isn't supportive of you...Remember that you have to take care of yourself first. Some Mom's don't realize how important they are to their daughters....how much we depend/depended on them to protect us...

My Mom just had to be in denial about the things that happened to me. I guess that was the only way she could deal with life...even at the end, when she was sick, when I asked for answers...The only response I got was "why are you doing this to me". I have a lot of guilt for even asking.

Now that I'm older I can look at her childhood and her life and see that it was very dysfunctional and she probably did her best for me...It hasn't been easy to understand and a large part of me will never understand now that I am a mother/grandmother myself...

Be good to yourself sweetie and don't put yourself in situations that you feel you might not be able to deal with yet.