When I first joined this forum I chose Idontknow as my username because I did not know anything anymore, especially did not know why I felt the way I felt. Well, three months later and I am basically at the same stage, I dont know...

Lately I have forced myself to do things to get better and although while I am doing them I do feel a bit better (I forget for a little while) it comes right back. I am so sad, so lonely, so down on myself, I really dont know how I will get better. I am seeing a therapist with whom I have a good connection but does it really help? I am not sure.

I have realized that I come here and post relatively the same thing everytime...sometimes different words, but basically the same thing....
Has it gotten better for anyone out here? I hope so because you are such a great group of people and I dont want anyone to feel the way I do

Thank you for reading me again, again and again