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I've suffered from depresson or found out that is what it was about 12 years ago. At that point I was at my low. I hit rock buttom. I'm lucky to be here I guess you could say. I went to therapy stayed on my meds. I saw a T' for about a year or two. Then I stopped going. It did help. I was able to stay "normal" for about 11 years, and now my depression is back and it seems like full force. I find myself asking the same questions that you are aksing your self! I"m asking myself if it is worth going to T again or can I do this all over again....I don't think I have it in me but everyone says I do...

It will get better and I know it doesn't seem like it at times and it seems like never ending battle and it will be as much as I hate to say that. But if you have good connection with your T keep going. Remember you are strong and you CAN get through this!!