((((gimmeice))))

I am sorry you are feeling this way. I hear what you are saying and wish I could take it from you and carry it for you so you could be happy again. Remember depression lies to us and it sends all sorts of false messages to us. You have been a great inspiration to many here.

I hope you know you are okay and though the light seems so far away right now--it will return. Just keep reaching and know we are walking beside you until this darkness lifts. Keep posting and let us know how you are feeling. Sometimes in getting it out--it helps. Take care of you and remember to breath. I care.

dps