((((idontknow13)))))

Sorry you are feeling so depressed and low. I wish I could take it for awhile. Depression comes and goes and it takes. It lies to us and tells us things that are not true. I too know the questions you are asking and understand what you are saying. I am always afraid when I post that I say the same things over and over. But it is okay because that is what you feel and what you need to say. We are here to support you and listen, never judge or ridicule.

You can post whatever you feel and know that you are not alone nor are you saying anything wrong. Sometimes I say the same things but only in different words. It is what I feel and need to say at the time. Getting out what you feel is important and can help you to express what you may otherwise not be able to say.

For awhile there, I was finding some peace and even some happiness until something happened a few weeks ago. But working and trying, I found that it can get better with time. We slip back at times but as long as we are willing to reach out again and get the support we need from safe people like PC, and your t, things can get better.

Please remember that no matter what--you are worth it and important. Everyday we make another day--we are not letting our abusers win. We are survivors and we have our life to prove that. I shouldn't be here today but I keep reaching out and trying. I know you can too. You are stronger than you think.

You always support others and have insite to what others say. I thank you for trusting us to tell us how you feel. That in itself takes a lot of strength and courage. Keep holding on and know we are here to walk with you through this time. You are worth it and we care.

dps