I dont "threaten".
I did hurt myself.
Woopdedo.
And my life is a living hell and it can get better but Ill always struggle with numerous things, your point?
Ive got a stupid appointment with a pathetic psych on the 29th, big woop. I posted here for support, not people telling me i need to get offline support, ive already done that, since i was seven years old, more than half my life ive been seeing multiple professionals, yet here i am.
You dont have to be a T/pysch to support someone.
But if not, I have other people who support me off this website here, im fine with that. I just wanted support from here and people to talk to and to be listened to, like on any support site.

Im not in the mood to post here right now.
I am extremely exhausted and I am feeling very low and im in a bad way right now so Im not posting because if I do ill end up fighting.
So bye.