Hangingon, reading your post made me laugh. I am the same way. Somethings I remember with incredible detail others I just totally miss. I remember after about 5 months of therapy a good friend who knew I had gone to therapy, asked me a question about my T. Afterwards I thought,'If I saw my T outside of therapy I don't know it I would event recognize her.' At that point, although I could mentally replay, rewind, fast forward my therapy sessions in incredible detail...I could not visualize what my T looked like. After that even I when to the next session and make sure I looked and recorded this information because I felt bad about not recording it. Here is another instant. Last Christmas was the first time I thought to give my T a small gift. It was a drawing of a figure that represented the authentic me. Surround me were animals that represented people in my life. My T was represented as a dove. After I gave it to her, I got up to leave. And saw for the first time on the wall behind my head what looked like a handmade (childish-looking but artistic) slat plate with a stenciled dove on it. When I saw it I was like holy-**** some other child experienced her in the same way. I couldn't believe I had been there a year and never noticed that plate. At least not consciously anyway.