Welcome, Yokus!!!!

You have hit everything right on target--you are not alone! I am here and finally I am not alone! I used to live a normal life too! At least I thought it was normal, I guess it was just survival instincts. One thing that I do know is that the thing we went through to cause ptsd are not our fault! I should practice what I preach though because I let the guiltand humiliation overwhelm me. Family does not understand this that much I know.
I want to say so much but my fingers cannot type fast enough! I am glad you are here maybe we can help each other through this crap!

I am here for you.

hugs and a wish for peaceful sleep
jac