I saw him last night, we danced again...but when we came out, he didn't say anything...he just left....I was shocked.....He just looked at me and smiled....
I was expecting more....I don't know how to stop thinking about him....I don't know how to move on with my life....I don't even connsider myself loving him.....but that need is killing me....need of having a guy in my life....and as much as I want to have somebody in my life, I won't find it....that's amazing....
I can't sleep at nights, every single night I take a pill to sleep....I'm so worry about myself now....
I kinda know his life style and I know he's not going out with anybody, but he has lots of girls around him....and Friday night, he told me that he went to the Theater with a friend.....I kept thinking with who? That's rediculus....
It's been so long to be like this and not knowing how to stop it....
I don't want to be depressed and sad....I try my best to stay positive and stick my head up into the sky....but it's going difficult....any help?

thanks
Marjan