I haven't posted in this forum before. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 about 5 years ago and I have tried countless medications without much luck. The side effects are either way to much to handle or the drugs don't seem to do much except for make me a walking zombie. I also am a recovering anorexic.

I have decided to try to handle my bipolar symptoms on my own. I can get through the depressions but the mania normally leaves me hospitalized. It is productive at first. I will get all kinds of things done but as it progresses I get very psychotic and out of control.

I cycled just the same on medication as I do now without any meds. Anyone else going it medless? Does anyone have any tips for me so I can avoid the hospital? I am just trying to get through this day by day. I am normally a highly functioning professional. I do very well at my job. I am self employed so at least I can take off time if things get too bad.

Nicole