Yeah, you're definitely doing all you can. I understand about not wanting to feel like you're nagging him. I wish I could erase my bipolar, period. It's been a tough day emotionally. I wanted to scream at everyone and tell them what ****ing morons they were being. How many times do I have to explain something? None of them knows I have bipolar. They just think I'm kind of weird and have a hard time making eye contact or I went to some bs school for 3 years and got an associate's degree that means nothing. I graduate top of my class, the classes are very academically challenging, but because of a technicality I'm a sophomore instead of graduated. I have 182 credits, not 70. **** them! Sorry this wound up on your post, I'm just saying at times we're very unstable and don't want to hurt anyone, but I'm seriously fantasizing about everything going up in flames I'm so mad.

It's no one's fault our brains are sending us these messages. And we try to mend relationships, explain this disease, manage it with meds and therapy, and still it's freakin' insane at times. Sorry.