((((babysteps09))))

Thank you for that wish. Today has been hard and triggering. We had a day surgery today and was hard. I left and do not remember all of it. But it was very triggering and scary. I am hanging in there--sometimes by a thread but I am hanging. Still finding it hard to breath a lot but with time this will get better. I just keep writing hoping someone will understand somehow. And that by writing I can let out what I am holding inside so deep that somehow relief will come. Writing helps me not react in the wrong way also. Thank you for thinking of me. It means so much more than you know.

dps