((((gimmeice))))

Thank you so much for that hug and the group hug. For your kind words and for caring. It is hard sometimes to lean on others. It is not what I mean to do. But I am so thankful that you and others are here. I fear so many times that I am alone and that I make no sense in what I write. That others get tired of reading my words and that I will be alone.

I write because I do not know what else to do. To get out the words help me not to react to what I sometimes feel inside. Fighting to stay above water sometimes is all I can do. And letting others in my world is hard except through these words. Afraid to come right out and let someone know where I really am--I write in a way that I hope someone will know. That maybe someone can read between the lines where the words will not come.

Thank you again for your support. It means so much more than you could know. I hope it is okay that I keep posting and that others will not get tired of what I have to say. For I know so many times it is the same thing only in a different set of words or phrases. I am reaching out in the only way I know how right now. I am too afraid to just say what I need to say. But I am trying.

Thank you for being here and for caring and for listening.

dps