I absolutely agree. I am fifty years old and at my last appt with my psychiatrist I told him I don't want to live into my nineties like my grandmothers and great grandmother did.

My paternal grandmother had more energy at age eighty-five than I do at fifty. I have been through a whole world of hurting in my five decades of life.

I am soooooo tired. I just want to sleep and never wake up.