I'm sorry! I'm glad you're going to do some writing instead. When you're done, is there anything else you can do so you don't cut? I've cut myself before out of anger & because my self esteem was so low (I don't have much self esteem at all). My psychologist knows I've done it before & she & I talked about it today, because I wanted to again. Please don't do it, though! Take care of yourself & stay safe!