((((bananasarecool))))

I am sorry you are feeling so much pain and that you feel you are so bad. You are not and you are right it is the depression talking. Depression lies to us on so many levels and it puts things in your mind that are not true. You are not alone and we are here listening and hearing what you are saying. I do know the feeling of the depression taking over your life and how it can come between you and everythng and feel as though you are totally lost within a fog that never seems to lift. But you are reaching and talking about it and that is a really good thing. You are not letting it shut you off.

I do hope you will continue to reach and talk about it. Know that we are here for you and that we do care so much. We will walk with you through this and be here for you. Know you are worth it and that you deserve to be heard and cared about. Please take time and breath and do something nice for you. And keep posting and telling us how you feel.

dps