i am sure my next love will treat me better. I knew they would be coming down, and out of it. Once she told me she was his gf, i had no sympathy for neither one of them and they were no match for my anger. She got tn hear every xxx detail so even he could hear. I did not tell them that i love him...that is only safe and supportive people to know. The poor gf wanted my support and friendship?! If she only knew. She is probably crawling back into her denial. They will stay in their crack hell together until he gets picked up for parole violation. I will miss his love and affection but then again those were lies too. I want the real thing baby, and i want it all. Do not be fooled by my bravado. I hurt like hell, so keep the support coming.