last summer, two of my relatives died... my great aunt and my grandfather. ever since then i have had dreams almost every night about them and other family that have passed. especially one of my grandmothers. she died when i was 12 from breast cancer. in my dreams i frequently introduce her to my boyfriend and my other friends and am so proud to show her things that i'm doing now. in one of the dreams she had come to the future (now) and i was telling her that we could fix her cancer better now and she wouldn't be so sick from the chemo since there are better drugs now. but she refused to go along with the new treatments. it made me so so terribly sad. what does that mean? i keep thinking about it and i had that dream a few weeks ago.
i don't have a religion, but i do believe in some sort of afterlife...not heaven or hell so to speak, but i believe in ghosts and things.
why did she have to refuse the treatment in the dream? before she died, she was always resisting treatment because it made her so terribly sick. she was a tiny thing... 4'11" and not heavy.......doctors always gave her too much drugs.
i dunno... just can't stop thinking about it