I've read that sometimes meds can, after a while, lose their effectiveness and need to be increased or changed for another med. Perhaps you could look into that.

(((((((((((((( Tao ))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry things have got harder recently. It feels so much worse after a period of improvement. Try not to give up home though. Just because you're feeling down again now doesn't mean you're always going to feel this way, though I know it might feel like that.