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I am so sorry your going through all of this. I know that your mind must be going in 1000 different ways. Despite your relationship with a married man, it is now past the point of just "you and him". There is a baby involved now. You need to make the decision that is right for YOU.
I dont really have any advice to offer you as far as how to proceed with him but I want you to know that I am here for you. Take care. Much love to ya.