(((((justfloating)))))
Sorry you are feeling so much exhaustion and stress. I know how not sleeping and reoccurring thoughts can tear you down, and eat on you until you cannot move. Finding it hard to even pick up a pen to write down your thoughts or anything is so hard at times like that. But you did a good job sharing wht you are feeling and we can hear you and are listening.
Please do something kind for you. Take a time out--you deserve a day to yourself. And remember to breath--slowly in and out. THis can also reduce the anxiety and stress. Please know that we are here for you and we do care. Always holding out a hand of friendship and support.

dps