I was an Ex Secretary, Mother, Wife, .... Daughter (expecting much of)

I had to be what everyone else wanted.

So I don't know how - but through the years I was able to get along with anyone of any social stance.

It was horrible - Smile when didn't want.

Floating above self as I inter mixed.

Telling myself I'm not going to do something then do it anyone.

My dissociative was functionally as I could see and know what I was doing but could not control it

I still have to fake - usually for my grown kids - who wants to talk to a bipolar, ptsd.....