Thank you all for your support! It has helped. I went and talked to one of the other volunteers and she thought I had some good points and will bring them up with our supervisor. That helped too. Sometimes when I am feeling really bad (well usually when I am feeling really bad) I find it hard to reach out and ask for help. I just assume that I am wrong. Writing it here helped me to be able to bring it up and organize my thoughts. So, thank you every one. I am sure now that I can make it through the night safely. I see my T tomorrow and that will help some more. Take care. I am going to bed now.