I haven't SIed in about a week and a half....you know why? I haven't had the urge.

I know, you guys are all thinking "Wow...that's great!" No, I don't think it is...I go through cycles with my SI. There's always a period without urges, and I may go as much as months at a time without doing it, and without having an urge. However, when the urges come back, and they inevitably do, they come back stronger. After a period without cutting, it is always significantly worse when I do it again. There's no telling how long this will last...I'm just scared for the time when it comes back.