I feel like I know I should go to bed'

But, I want to feel something different.

I was triggering by watching that Tattoo on the Road Show

Tattoos give take me to another world.

I dissociate. In another zone

I love the beauty of them

I love the meaning I get for he tattoo.

It doesn't hurt - Yet I want to feel some pain, I want to feel, something different

Then when I come home the adrenaline is gone and I sleep.

I love looking at the art work - Not the body.

That's what started my road to tattoos in the first place.

And I was an Executive Secretary for McDonnel Douglas Aircraft.
Age 25 making $12.69.

I purhapsally I them done besides for memories and healing in my life -
I got them so I would never have to wear a fake smile again.