(((((((((((Tomi)))))))))))))

I am so sorry hun How are you feeling now? Those dang panic attacks are the worst aren't they? I am so proud of you though for knowing what was happening....that is the biggest step with them. Take gentle care of yourself ok?

Awww hun....I wish I knew what to say about Karla I cannot even imagine how that must feel.

I do think though that Cheyenne was sent to you for a reason....I can remember when you first met her and you clicked. I don't think you are trying to replace Karla at all. You have so much love in your heart for all of your grandchildren....your heart just gets bigger to hold each one of them in a different spot.

Try not to feel guilty...enjoy the time you spend with all of them....I know you won't screw anything up. Recognizing it is half the battle right?

Love you
xoxo