Pupp, Ive been away for a while - I am hoping this T you are going to see will be able to help you - if not then maybe you could lookf for another one - my first T was crap for me - he was nice but he didnt give me any help - onl listened and I neede help - the 2nd T - we didnt fit - he seemed to me to be condescending and dismissive - the 3rd T was and is brilliant - I knew I could trust him frm the moment we spoke - and he has helped me a lot - why am I telling you this? to try and let you know that there are some good T's out there - its hard work but they can be found.

on the other side of this... sitting down next to you..... sending hugs if ok - willing to listen when you are ready to talk