ok phoenix stamps foot and flares up a little more!!!

Stop! those wild horses that are running away with you - I know what that feels like - mind racing - abandnment issues racing through your head - wil you try and breathe deli - please take a moment and breathe ....

Idea 1
if you want to continue with T can you text him one more time and just say "I want to continue therapy with you" and see what happens? I know its a HUGE step - but it would put your mind at rest
advantage - you get an answer - disadvantage - it may not be the one you want

idea 2
wait and see what pdocs email says and f that sorts it out....... but this takes time
advantage - you dont have to do anything now - disadvantage - you ahve to wait and waiting ... well you know how that feels .

Idea 3
say to hell with them all Im going to forget this and go on with things i have to do and come back to it whan I see pdoc
advantage - nothing to do disadvantge - waiting again.

contact T or not know it is ok and T's promotion is not aobut you - even though it feels that way - I thought I made T angry - I got hit at work and he had said I should leave but I wont cos ii wont let anyonew drive me out - T wasnt angry it was just my reflection of my insecurity - maybe this is the same Deli, T's sometimes have no idea what we are thinking (thank heavens) like i said Austin may think you want to finish and is trying to make it easy for you - send me his number and i'll sort him out for you!

Deli Deli Deli, PLEASE take a breath and be kind to you ok