I can't drink anything other than water right now I can barely even stomach that. I'm trying though, honest I am.

My stomach just hurts so much and I keep getting waves of it and having to run off. I've already been sick once. It could be my new meds, but I took them at night to stop this happening, so I don't know.. Hmmmm.

Anyways, if I don't manage to eat this weekend - if Connor's "surprise" isn't a meal!! - then I'm promising that I'll go get blood tests next week.. As much as I really detest them, I know it needs to be done.. I know that Counsellor will ask me to get them done, or she'll go with me even if it means she has to drag me in by my hair, she'll make me go.

So... I guess I may as well make that promise now..

I feel so crappy today. I keep feeling weak stomached but then feeling really sick and like I've been doing hundreds of sit ups, which I haven't and I feel freezing even though it's sunny and apparently hot outside! I keep shivering!