((((NobodysChild))))
Sorry you are feeling this way. I hear what you are saying and want you to know you are not alone. We are here to walk with you until it gets light again. I cannot give you any great words of wisdom right now--except that I understand what you are saying. I do send you all the support I can and gentle hugs if that is okay.

Please keep posting and know we are here for you. Things will get better, just keep posting and holding on. Keep talking to your psych. I know the darkness you speak of--but if we all share just a little bit of light--we can light the darkness back up. Keep reaching and know we are here for you.
dps