Sounds like you are hard on yourself, you are probably not a perfect wife & mother, but I am sure you do your best...you are probably pretty good at both
Maybe you can focus on positives with your T, taking the bad and making it good..have you told your T you have mixed feelings about going there in recent sessions? God created you and he does not make mistakes, you sound like you try to always be the best you can be..I used to be hard on myself but I cut myself a break_, and now I see where I am and am happy just in that....write more, we care here
