Thank you all for responding to my post! I do feel the acceptance in this forum, and thank you for that too.

Paddy, I think you are right, it is going to take practice to stop letting my depressive thoughts get the best of me. That is kind of how I felt taking the antidepressants, my thoughts just floated away. This was counterproductive for working and conversations, though. :-)

Hope you are all having a peaceful day,
Christine Amaryllis