It's going over the top right now.
Panic, fear--more like terror---, anger.....
Insiders talking all at one time.
T talked to Marie--she's 13---fear and terror of sister and a couple of really horrible things sister did.
vicki's anger has been stirred up.
naomi is fighting to stay safe.
I am somewhere between reasurring them that it is now and everyone is safe and H and T and good friend B will not let anything happen to them.
Friend B even said she would go with me to see sister.
Pictures and memories won't stop flooding.
T is concerned.
B is concerned.
H is away today and I can't call him.

I will take a xanax and take a nap.
Hope it will settle a bit.
Doing all the "right stuff" and using much energy to keep the system safe.
How can one phone call upset the apple cart and send everyone inside spinning out of control??????
Damn!!!!!!!!!