seems like that's all it takes and the whole day goes to hell. I'm hyperventilating. If you think I've been better, I haven't. I HATE THIS PLACE. Do you know what's just dandy? wishing for a closet to live in so I can get away from here. I just want to go. I want to leave. My whole life. I just want to float off. Does anyone feel like the body you're living in isn't yours?
I don't know what this means.
Oh, and not taking your medicine? Matters. But what does it matter? That just proves these pills own me.
I'll never be good enough.
No matter how baseline I get, I'll never be better.
One day all of this pain will stop.
Trying to calm down. I have make up all over my face. I'm embarrassed. I think the worst part is being embarrassed about how you feel.
I'm fine. Of course I am.