(((Thunderbear)))
I'm so sorry you are having anxiety with this possible health issue.
I do know that anxiety can make us suspect we are not okay mentally... so I do hope you can try some breathing and grounding exercises to relax you... and calm you down.
I listen to tapes myself, and if you haven't got any relaxation tapes, you can scout out some on youtube... for the time being.
BTW, the thyroid replacement medications won't affect you mentally, but rather, they bring the levels up or down, depending on the type of issue, and that will just create a healthier existence for you ~ if you have it.
I know lots of people with thyroid disorders and they live happy and healthy lives ~ so in case that frightens you, know that you will be okay.
My Grandmother had a thyroid condition, and she was a happy and delightful person throughout her years.
Treating a condition like thyroid will help the symptoms disappear too... so not to worry ~ okay?
You will be fine either way ~ try and focus on grounding your anxiety, as I found that this helps me tremendously ~ so that I can deal with things while I'm at my best, and this helps me also feel my strength.
Nothing like good old anxiety and panic to zap our strength ~ geesh, I can't count how many times I lost valuable peaceful moments do to my anxiety.
I wish the very best for you, Dear Thunderbear, and will be sending positive energy your way ~ hoping you are calm and peaceful and resting so nice ~ and listening to soothing music until you feel better, and calmer about such news.
Maybe you will be spared this problem? Maybe not. But no matter what ~ I believe you will get through it, handle it, and feel better in no time flat!
I see you happy and healthy, so, get your tests and keep us informed, ok?
I'm pulling for you, xoxox
Peace and Calmness,
Night
xoxoxo