Thanks for the support. I have tried lots of different meds. I think because I am very low weight they reak havok on my system. I have had side effects ranging from hair loss to rapid cycling to seizures from the different things I have tried. The only thing that started to stabalize me was depakote and then came the seizures from it and I had to stop. I am just at the point where I am sick of trial and error. I already stopped all the meds (gradually) and stopped seeing a p-doc. My mind feels clearer and sharper from it. I am not saying meds aren't for everyone; I just don't think it is for me. If I had found something that gave me releif from the symptoms I would have stuck with it.