I really like this post. I think it can be a great tool for us to get to know each other better. So ((((((((((Heather)))))))))) sweetie - Thank you!

Hi - I'm Sam.

Like KV - I am a MtF transsexual. Wow - somehow that sounds worst than it is. When I first came to this wonderful forum - I had thought I was a mere crossdresser. Since then, it has been like the pieces of a puzzle has been fitted together.

I don't honestly know - as I have always had certain feelings that doesn't fit in with being male, if I came to this point because I've always been more in tune with my femnine side, or if I came to this point due to my embracing my femnine side by wearing the clothing. And when I think of it - does it matter? If I were 21 - I'd be interested maybe in having surgery. But I'm not certain of that. I like my body - a good thing considering I love women (I just wish they loved me .. sighsss).

I also suffer from depression - brought on by my childhood (I was adopted and reared by an aunt and uncle who had a son - who despised having to share his parents with anyone. That and the stress of struggling to make ends meet. I loss my regular job 3 years ago and while I am working now - I've accumlated a serious debt that lays heavily upon my mind 24/7.

I love life (always have) and believe it is easier to like - to love than it is to hate. I try being positive ofr being negative doesn't get me anywhere - except deeper in the hole I so want out of.

Anyway - thats me - good and bad and all in one body.

Your friend Sam


Anyone can say I love you, but actions speak louder than words.