Thank you so much for reminding me!! !!! I had forgotten that! {{{{{{{{))Heather((}}}}}}}}} My defensiveness for Autumn had made me forget that and it is important to remember! That's why you're back in my life now... Well... that's one reason. LOL I need you to keep me balanced.

Yup, I've written several letters to Karla that I haven't sent. They've run the gamut of emotions. It helps for the time being and they've at times clarified some of my emotions for me.

When I had John deliver the card when she got her Master's, she told him this: "If an alcoholic is in recovery, he doesn't need to go back into a bar!" That tells me two things; she's admitting to having a problem that is difficult for her to control. The painful part is that she sees me as "bad," "destructive," a bad "addiction." I don't know!

On the other hand! About you... It's so good to hear you admit to your courage!!! YAY!!!! Love it! Love it! Love it! hehehe

Love you, Hun!