Suicidal, I go between being and not being all day. I just try to think of my son. I do tell my T about my feelings of how bad I am, trusting him and going to the hospital. I am just so overwhelmed this week. I know if I get in contact with him he will suggest I go to the hospital right away. I've been trying to hold off on calling him.

I want to go to couples counseling, my T even said to my husband that he thinks we should go, but my husband feels that you go to counseling to be told how bad and wrong you are. he just dosen't get the point of T.

Thanks for your support Pom.