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Jul 10, 2009, 01:39 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2009
Location: Louisiana
Posts: 212
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Originally Posted by 0ldsoul
yeah...
maybe express your feelings in detail, let her know whats going on in your head. Its always good to be more thorough in these complications. I find being vague or distant will allow others to interpret your meanings, and usually not for the best.
But, you know her better than any of us, so be sure to use your own judgment  |
I've thought about sending her a short letter, just basically saying that I miss her and things aren't the same without her friendship. I'm not sure what impact that would have on her. I don't think she's ever responded very much to the notes and letters I've wrote. Although I could be mistaken.
To be fair, I want to explain what I think was behind me asking if she wanted me to buy her lunch when I already knew she didn't have any money. We are both on disability. I have OCD and she has Bipolar Disorder & Paranoid Schizophrenia. I had my disability a long time before she got started on hers. As a result, whenever we would go out to lunch, see a movie, etc. I would pay for everything. I’m not sure what I’m about to say is going to make any sense, but there was a conflict going on within me. The majority of the time when we went out, it was my idea. I really enjoyed spending time with her. At the same time, I was being resentful that I was having to pay for everything. I did have this on my mind the last time we ate out. If this hadn’t been a problem for me, it’s likely I never would’ve said what I did.
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