This upcoming Tuesday will be the second week that I have not been able to see my T because she is away on vacation. I won't be able to see her until the 22nd of July. It's taking way too long.
It's like the days are just crawling by, I actually miss my sessions with her. Even though I don't talk a ton with her yet.

Maybe it's because so much has happened since she has been gone, including the issue with my brother.

I am trying to stay really busy. I get upset with myself for actually allowing myself to feel this way. I never needed anyone before, so why now?
The crazy thing is she is on vacation with her family having a blast and I am probably the last thing on her mind, scratch that, probably not on her mind at all. Yet, it's so different for me, this stinks. This is why I have such a hard time being vulnerable.