Thread: I feel unloved
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Old Jul 10, 2009, 11:41 PM
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Thank you. I hope to talk to my adopted Grandma about this soon & ask her if I've done anything. If she does tell me again that she's sad I'm leaving, I'll tell her it's okay to be sad, & that I am, too. I will reassure her I will still be her friend & will keep in touch. I remember a few months ago, when I was going to go away this August, she said she was happy for me when I told her. I was hesitant to tell my adopted Grandma because I didn't want her to feel sad a lot, but finally had to say something. She knows when my last day is, & I wonder if it's getting harder on her now. I told her again this Thursday when my last day is, because she asked again about my plans for school.

Even though I'll still be in town the rest of this year, it's going to be very hard for me to leave her, & it will be harder next January when I go 2 hours away. I know I will cry my last day, especially when I tell her bye!
I'm sad now! I'm crying a little, too. She's such a good friend to me & I do anything I can for her, including buying her a birthday present & card-she & I both have July birthdays! I feel like God sent me to her & wants us to be friends; not that I think he doesn't want me to be friends with anyone else, of course-I just feel like she needs me & I'm very protective of her.

Thanks again! I'm sorry I became harsh in my previous reply! I was just feeling emotional, & still am. I shouldn't have taken it out on you all. I'm sorry.