Sorry things are so difficult now. We have had times where it all seemed just too awful and hopeless.

BUT, things are getting better and the good times are staying longer and we are getting some healing and changing.

SO, things really can get better and I believe they will get better for you too. It's hard to wait, but things will improve if you just keep on keeping on and getting therapeutic help. Sending gentle hugs if you want them,

Leslie and Pixies