I think this might be a cry for help. But I don't know how to ask for help.

I don't know, I'm so confused, and I'm not sure who to talk to or what to say, or anything. It doesn't matter, it's not real anyways. There is no point. I hate this. I mean it doesn't matter, but what does? I’m falling, but I’m not sure how far or how long. And I'm so tired.