Teary ~
I just joined the site an hour ago but I wanted to tell you how saddened I was to read about your (step) Dad. I also know the pain of losing a parent to suicide and the negative impact it has had on my life...the sorrow, the grief and especially the big
WHY.
Please, please, please know that you will live with this for a long, long time...and that you must use all the resources you can to help you through the
dark nights of the soul that will descend upon you so that you are a survivor.
I'm always available to talk...just let me know. My heart goes out to you and your family.