Autumn, might heart goes out to you. You are a GREAT wife.
My husband put up with so much from me before I was diagnosed with PTSD and put on meds. I would have violent outbursts and beat on him while screaming...it was terrible...I'm so ashamed but thank God everyday that I have him and that he's willing to live this with me. You sound just like my wonderful husband and your husband sounds as lucky as me. I'm sure if he could, he would tell you how much he loves and appreciates everything you endure. You're a wonderful person.
Missi